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excerpts of a real life with fairytale moments

Yesterday I was stressed.  Like really, really really stressed.  Lover asked me where it was coming from and I answered very honestly that I have no idea.  Here’s what I did learn about myself yesterday though.  When I’m stressed I feel vulnerable and when I’m vulnerable I’m immediately defensive and when I’m defensive I strike.   …

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Our Petunia’s cancer has relapsed.  It seems that four weeks after she went into remission, Petunia is sick again.  There were not very many noticeable signs, actually hardly any…except maybe she was not eating as much as she was the week before. Cancer is so ugly.    Just recently my beloved’s father was diagnosed with colon …

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